Thursday, April 16, 2015

HEART THREAD 315 & 316

315.

I can’t help it if it tells the truth
the weather’s like that, breeze and knees
there is waiting to be done because the world
subways are so old-fashioned
we are children when we go down there
blue light in the Clark Street tunnel
the hardest is to be now at all
broken branches where the deer browsed
I think of winter and of Scamander
the river rising to rebuke us
the gods of everything for everything’s a god
not us though we’re on the other side of that. 

316.

In the completion things get in the way
until it occurs to her they are the way
then she leads me to it and you too
the other side of everything and here we are
I have to talk like this I am a voice
only what we say counts not what we do
he said and climbed the rain-drenched slope
into a Chinese dream he never wanted did he
why all those fan-fold books peonies and lexicons
of course he wanted to go there provided it was here
only the voice moved drifting over the hospital gardens
old man weeping on the marble steps.