Thursday, April 16, 2015

HEART THREAD 315 & 316

315.

I can’t help it if it tells the truth
the weather’s like that, breeze and knees
there is waiting to be done because the world
subways are so old-fashioned
we are children when we go down there
blue light in the Clark Street tunnel
the hardest is to be now at all
broken branches where the deer browsed
I think of winter and of Scamander
the river rising to rebuke us
the gods of everything for everything’s a god
not us though we’re on the other side of that. 

316.

In the completion things get in the way
until it occurs to her they are the way
then she leads me to it and you too
the other side of everything and here we are
I have to talk like this I am a voice
only what we say counts not what we do
he said and climbed the rain-drenched slope
into a Chinese dream he never wanted did he
why all those fan-fold books peonies and lexicons
of course he wanted to go there provided it was here
only the voice moved drifting over the hospital gardens
old man weeping on the marble steps.

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

14 April 2015

I keep waiting for something
to crawl out of my right ear
and spread its wings and flutter
loud around the house crying
this is what you’ve been
listening to all these years
for I am music and a living thing
dangerous and beautiful and
who knows what else I bring?

Monday, April 13, 2015

HEART THREAD 313 & 314

313.

She was in him all the time
Rosa peregrina pressed between the pages
so much talk the morning mower
break into an art beyond commodity
you pilgrim rose that took his hand
led him to color alone and left him there
while she herself stepped up inside him
castle of palaver beauty counts
on one finger the ruby of the setting sun
we live again because we mistake
this art too beyond the financiers
life belongs really only to the poor. 

314.

Poverty is permanent is to live in a physical world
endlessly interdependent dependent on each puff of breath
each stone you stand on your will contingent on the molecular
even if you think you’re not just mirror neurons
just the habit of acquiring speech
because it doesn’t lead anywhere
it perdures or seems to as long as you do
the world has never abandoned anyone
up to you to leave the world
naked towards the riches of the unconceived
I love you she said despite all this I tell
oiled wrestlers grappling with the moment seems.

Sunday, April 12, 2015

HEART THREAD 311 & 312

311.

Accidental purposes of Delta music
on that day women chase men or seem to
they shall handle texts and not be harmed thereby
they shall preach the good news without knowing it
old battleships with concave prows
plow into tropic harbors bring truth home
tapa cloth and Charlie Chan and Maori skin
everything written was written to be forgotten
forgotten deep into you and ripen there
nasturtiums a little peppery in her salad
mud fights in Oregon knishes on Pitkin
if you think these are random think again.

312.

Children in the cornfield who are you now
furtive actions in the furrows
who knows what eating really does
two children lying side by side
hieroglyph of the space left between them
every relationship makes its own sign
whole world a museum unknown curator about whom we fantasize
theology philosophy history and baffling pre-dawn dreams
where we are always in a far-off city always trying to get home
so this planet must itself be the distant town
the stewardess won’t let me on the plane
must be the fiery angel she drives me off with an ear of corn.

Saturday, April 11, 2015

HEART THREAD 309 & 310

309.

So we’re back with love and not much else
greatest of all seemings unless you fall in it
we’re back with love it springs us forward
into the kindness of our only hope the yellow of the rose
where no one lives and all love rises
to spell the billion stories that we tell
all their theology old comfy car
Packard or a Panhard on its way through the sky
all roads lead to home
that’s all you have to know
a little knowledge and some gasoline
smile brother you’re almost there. 

310.

Who threw the switch that made the water come from hydrogen and oxygen
someone had to be the spark
is it you who look at me oddly sometimes
as if surprised to find me there beside you
who could the spark be but the other
we come from ocean but where did it come from
who else is ripening down there now
ready to crawl out as we did and take our place
asking questions of the howling wind
playing their flutes in the desert
and like us always trying to remember
where we came from and why?

Friday, April 10, 2015

HEART THREAD 305 & 306

305.

So little said and so much waking
salt meadow hay best mulch men say
I’ve managed to know nothing but what I can speak
the van is at the door it’s all just weather
sitting here alone with my hibiscus tree
the written evidence tells against my life
my father by the cellar door painting grey
everything waits for us below
an image worthy of your eye
the end of the pagan world was the end of the world
nothing learned nothing lost
I marvel at the emptiness of me. 

306.

So it can mean a little or a lot
a billboard on a vacant lot is all my Hollywood
and see behind it how the lovers chance
it would be Ancient Greek if it had a goat
but wisdom does not wear a cloak
the afternoon is longer than the night
or so the bird explained
a language half sound half color
all things intersect in you
all the silken raptures of the couch
rainstorm in the desert
from great pain some red flowers after.

Thursday, April 9, 2015

HEART THREAD 303 & 304

303.

They must know their bodies well
since they have nothing else to know
knowing never stops
it’s time to come back from the underworld
just as I am just as I am
backwards always is everything
no age but awareness
give us our animal back
sex is an accident on the road to truth
take off your shoes for this is holy ground
the feeling that your body is
there is no other world than this.

304.

A poem is guided meditation
mild propulsion of the written world
when it stops the process it launched sails on
knowing the mind
clear light between the names of things
between the things
so.ma the bright between
the new the fresh the uncontrived
your mind finds by itself
sacred absence in the core of you
all the holiness and shadows pass
maidens and heroes and sunlight on the sea.